the more I try to feel the less Im whole//

Saturday, October 15, 2005

shoe shopping.

shoe shopping with Tita Lorna. :) I bought a cute pair of flats. :)) tas ung isa share kami. :)) tapos aun.

.. think ..

I don't know. I don't know why Im feeling this way. I've been quiet lately. I really don't know why. Oh sheesh. I know naman but oh. I feel so stupid. While we were practicing our songfest piece Ivy was giving Isay wise words, again. I was listening too kasi Ivy really gives wise words. Waw. Parang henyo noh? Oh ye. She is. Back to my quiet thing, ewan. Pag mag-isa lang ako, super shit. Angel and Carmy even noticed that I was so quiet last Friday sa lagay na we're going to shop that day. I should be happy right? Oh. I dont know. I feel so empty. sheesh. There was this point na maiiyak na ako, hell I don't know why. The egg mcmuffin made me happy but for a short while only. I need something and Im so stupid not to know it. Can anybody tell me? Please.

Though all my posts have this :)) emoticon, I dont know there's this something talaga.

rockwell

Rockwell yesterday!

First gumising ako ng 5 am for the songfest practice. nice one! :)) and walang pasok kahapon ah. :)) I had to be picked up by my schoolbus since its my only transpo :)) At school 'we' were craving for mcdo.. ako egg mc muffin lang :)) Aun basta aun.. Nagkwentuhan nalang kasi tinamad na magpractice :))

Rockwell nalang kwento ko... :))

Asa rockwell na kami si Reg ata nag sabi behave tayo ah ung may poise! :)) ahahah! Ocge naman kami.. kaya nga lang hindi tumagal.. :)) Kumain sa tokyo tokyo and we separeted into 3/4 groups.. ewan ko kung bakit.. pero kasi diba parang ang pangit kung marami masyado.. kaya aun cgro.. pasyal pasyal.. window shopping.. after nung movie (corpse bride nainiyakan namin ni Chia HAHAHA! Ang sweet kaya!) hehe! :)) nag power station kami.. first time ko mag dance revo SWEAR :)) actually second pero ung first ung sa mat thing na nadudulas ako :)) kaya un. Shems na addict ako. :)) I love it. :)) HAHAHA! ang babaw.. un libot libot kasi 7:30 pa kami makakauwi.. :)) Un. and we(marian and I) Saw the cutest havaianas EVERRRR! gold siya na may spots basta bibilhin ko na sana BUT walang size so its not for me. :( pero nag search parin kami ni Marian parang nilibot namin buong rockwell for that pair ANG GANDA KASI! :)) SWEAAAAR! pero wala out of stock so wala talaga... Nagliwaliw(haha) nalang kami.. then nung umalis na si Marian Im stuck with Raiza.. (hahahahaha! joke lang Raiza! :)) ) Nagkids of Bayo kami.. Tapos nakakita kami ng top na cute tinry at naloka haha! finit ko din ung size 16 eh medyo maluwag so Raiza got it since last stock na un.. then nung asa counter na I saw the cutest pair of flats! :)) super ganda.. nabili ko tuloy. shem :)) lakad lakad pa kami tapos pumuntang kids station to meet Angeli and others.. Un naaliw sa mga laruan *straight. HAHA. Then went home. Pero that's not the whole story of our going home part Ohmigash :)) nakakabaliw. Buti nalang hindi ako pinagalitan ni mama. I bought her pasalubong din :)) WAHAHA

Anyway alis na ako. Punta kaming galle ng tita ko.. We're gonna buy gifts for my cousins Chino (oct 6), Mika (oct 7), and Tita Lani (oct 15)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY:

Arielle Juanito (oct 14)
Chari Trinidad (oct 14)
Tita Lani (oct 15)
Chino Santiago, pinsan ko (Oct 6)
Mika Santiago, pinasn ko din (Oct 7)

Thursday, October 13, 2005

EXAMS

Cl and Math was fine.. I think hahaha! ayy na ko wag na nga mag kwento about exams :)) Basta yun... :))

Shang with Angel and Carmy :D Oh yeah Kids of Bayo galore! :D haha..

GImmick tomorrow? Let's see!

Check out my multiply ;;)

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Malapit na exams. Im supposed to be studying right now. Hmm. Break muna! haha! Well anyway I've got nothing to post because of boredom lang to. Im sorry. Kwento nalang ako.. Last night nag paalam ako sa gimmick ko with Carmy and Angel kasi gusto sana naming mag shopping sa Thursday after exams. Well we think we deserve it! :)) LOL. Hey. Nag improve grades ko excuse me. :)) Kaya nga lang.. Nung nag paalam ako hindi ako pinayagan madami nanaman daw bomb threats amp! Saan kami papunta nung nag paalam ako.. sa Megamall. Its so Ironic. Kaya lang kami pumunta dun dahil dun sa Golf trade show thing. Aaaaah. Well anyway I'll ask again if I can go with Carmy and Angel. I am so desperate right now because of that. Ang babaw pero hell I care super nastrestress na talaga ako dito. :))

Friday, October 07, 2005

tangina.

ewan ko. parang gusto ko magalit na ayaw na parang maiiyak na ewan. To think na kanina sa school ang saya ko sa class. Oh my gad. I dont know. Shit. Shit. Shit. I..yayayay.

Monday, October 03, 2005

Forgotten

Okay. May mga gusto lang akong idagdag sa mga posts ko. Ahaha.

Thursday- I learned that Abram is self-centered. WAHA. Mga naturo ni Sir Jhun! :) Tska nung CL time ung so-called prophecy ko nangyari WAHA. :)) Basta aun. Ang funny. :))

Friday- New found word! SIPI means to copy (obviously in tagalog) Absent si Sir Jhun (again), so Sir Valenton sub nanaman. Grabe everytime absent si Sir puro reflection paper.. but not last friday :)) Well anyway sa buong time na nag sub siya.. I just read the bible kasi like hello sino naman kaya mapapagalitan magbasa ng bibliya specially CL. :)) Naaliw lang ako sa bibliya :) Hihi. :p Well anyway nag punta kami sa AGS fair para lang makasakay ng octopus :P katabi ko si Nikka sa lahat ng rides kasi si Ange ayaw ng may kumakapit sa kanya.. SO Im stuck with Nikka :)) HAHA. JOKE lang :p Peace!

Saturday- My mom woke me up and she asked me if I have practice daw.. grar. :)) So aun.. went to MC then after twelve went again sa fair for Mr. Octi :p then watched Sibol with Chia, Marian, Raiza, and Isay. It was the first time I watched sibol with out Angel. Aww. Ahaha. :p Aun. It was good! :D Well, duh! Aliw kami sa dance! Seasons of looooove! :)) Ahaha. Nalss kami buong araw kanina (Monday)

Sunday- Went to Podium.. aba sale. ahaha. First time ko nakapasok sa Podium ng sale. Wala lang. Hindi sila madalas mag sale diba? :)) Ahaha. Grabe sa Bayo! Waha. Aliw :)) Pati sa Body Shop at Buffalo shit. Dahil sa katangahan.. I didnt bring enough money.. *straight so aun. grar.

Monday- Ohgolly. I HATE Music (period) oh and Im sick. *grr. May LT bukas sa Science and hindi ko alam ang pag-aaralan. :)) Puro computation eh :)) So ano ang pag-aaralan dun? :)) and test sa English.. PE practical test... Math seatwork.. huyy. Kahit seatwork lang yan nahihirapan na ako. Damn Age problems. first time kong hindi gets ang Math. Dammit.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

new layout :)

I made it for like 30 minutes. :)) Didnt change a lot though. Gadamt. :)) It looks better na for me mas mukang malinis. OC! :))

tomorrow..

Ms. Raymundo obviously is disappointed. She's not happy about our plays for the past four days (grabe). I still feel guilty, I think. I unno. All I can do is help the last group with their blocking since Reg wasnt there because of Banaag auditions... I talked to her a while ago and told me she's very nervous. My gad. Sino ba hindi, if your teacher is expecting a lot since your group is the last one to present. Oh gosh, wish 'em luck guys. PLEASE!

Anyway some pictures.. actually papers.. :D during our guidance thing (representing yourself in a drawing thingy)

Here's my classmates' guesses. :D




natouch ako diyan sa dalawang yan ah :)) ahaha. I know who wrote that---Kata(l) and Louise E.(r)




natawa ako diyan sa smiley thing na yan :))



Now this is a different thing :)). This is for the Filipino thingy paramihan ng words.. we got 250 (pan as in panTSINO thingies :P) Second place kami, first place goes to the other group which we helped (and also helped us) :))

I want to ride the octopus :)). Who's going sa fair? I want to go because of the octopus :)) I'm scared though :))

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

okaaaay. alast.

OK. OK. so ang tagal ko ng hindi nakakablog sorry blogger. *straight. Gaddamt. It was our play kanina and I forgot my other costume well actually ung so called bolero thing ko. We also skipped a scene. Thanks to the special effects of Isay. :)) HAHA. Joke lang Isay. I feel the pain. All in all Ms. Raymundo said naman na paganda ng paganda ung mga plays ng class. Oh well. Let's just see. :)) KIDDING.

For the past week(s), I've been practing with my groupmates in our play. PINAGPUYATAN NAMIN ANG PLAY. I actually didnt get a good sleep last night. Super pag dating ng school ilan dala kong gamit? LIMA. Dalawang bag, isang papaer bag, clearbook at ang sports dress. Wt? Shit. Ang sakit ng mga paa ko ngayon nanghihina ako at may LT sa Math. Gdmt. Shit. Im so tired. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. I know, I know ganyan din nararamdaman niyo.. I feel the pain *straight. The preassure IS ON. As in kahapon ung planner ko punong puno ng to-do. Waha!

Anyway. THE Social thingy kanina... Inalagaan ko si Aina :) Actually pati narin si Aman (ATA) Oh stupid. I FORGOT! Shem. Anyway ang cute nung hair ni Aina :)) naka pigtails siya eh :)) Wala lang. Ang laki ng gastos ko dun ah kasi gutom siya so bumili ako ng.... donnut, sunkist, at milky knots. ABA. Haha. Anyway Okay lang yun :) *Anghel nanaman ako :>

Club kanina.. Hindi kami ng Household.. I just cried for an hour. Gosh basang basa ung skirt ko and still hangang ngayon ang sakit ng mata ko iunnowhy! Wala lang. Ewan naguilty nanaman ang feeling ko. Haayyyy. Buhaaaaay. Hindi ko na kaya.

Other news... Ikaw nanaman.. Nagsisinungaling nanaman ISANG MALAKING TSSSSSSK! :)) Sinasabi ko sayo, I know if you're hidding something. K? So don't ever lie cuz if you do aba ano nanamang kagaguhan ginawa mo sa buhay mo? Ilang beses ba namin sasabihin na patapon na yang buhay mo. We warned you na right? Now dont ever lie or else.

Oh gosh. Ewan ko naguiguilty ako because I laughed during the play ESTUPID! :)) tanga tanga ko kanina. puchi. Tf? puchi? :))